alternate title: the one in which she explains that she's pretty much a mess and not superwoman.
Hey friends! I've had a blog post brewing in the back of my head for quite some time now. I have so much going on right now, so many things I want to tell you about, some that I can't, and not because I'm have some super secret news (no I AM NOT pregnant nor am I debuting a new fabric line - although, that would be fun!). We are just busy trying to keep some normalcy around here.
If you didn't know, mrlouwho is a United States Marine. He been coming and going a lot lately. They are doing
training exercises for an
upcoming deployment which means he will be gone for the better part of the year. There's something called
OPSEC (Operational Security) which is basically guidance for military spouses and families to refrain from oversharing possibly sensitive information. This is the main reason I haven't said much lately. I probably won't talk about it much more, but I just wanted to keep it real and let you know why I've been so out of touch lately.
I'm a little frustrated with myself. The constant upheavals of the coming and going have been difficult. I can't find a rhythm and I'm not doing as much as I would like, I'm not sleeping enough, and I sort of feel like I'm waiting around for the dreaded day of the real departure.
I have great plans in my head of being super productive, super housekeeper, super mom, and super field trip planner. Only I can't seem to find the cape that comes with all that super.
But the reality is more like I'm just keeping afloat until the end of the day when I can sit in the
messy nice quiet house and watch more TV than I'm willing to admit. Although, I don't consider
Downton Abbey a waste of time. (check it out!!)
I tell you all of this, not to ask for sympathy, or to hear "You're so strong" "I don't know how do you do it!" The fact is, I don't feel strong and I get through it like any of us get through hard things. I grit my teeth (ask my dentist), bear down, and plow through. It's not always easy, but I've got a constant shadow of sunshine helping me along the way.
Actually, three.
Just know that I miss being more in tune with what is going on in my world of sewing bloggers, but for now, I have other things to focus on. I'll still be here. Like I said, I have things to share. I just have to make the time to do it.
Sew & Tell will still go on! In fact if you are interested in guest posting for sew & tell leave me a comment (with an email attached) and we'll chat!
And thanks for being my friends and understanding. I miss you!
I hope you get lots of sweet kisses from your loved ones today.